Usually fall time hurts the most but how I have been feeling lately far surpasses any feeling of resentment … Jealousy … Abandonment … Hate… I have ever felt. This time its supposed to be my year the year I became more . But all I am smothered in is Facebook and pictures and sadness. I’m having a hard time dealing n small details are just daggers. I’m happy for some but it hurts so bad. I just hope I get this promotion so I feel accomplished. Instead of feeling like I’m standing still while everyone speeds by me :/
